RIGHTEOUS INTENTIONS

Why do we continue to do things that even to ourselves appears insane?,
Is it because stupidity is something that cannot be contained?,
Isnt it chaos to wishful think?,
Can our minds ever be nsync?,
Is it truly in mans nature to be universal?,
Must everyone of our actions be controversal?,
Swinging on time's pendulum vines,
On a never ending path of losing our minds,
Always wanting what we can never have,
Maybe we are truly caught up in our life's wrath,
Must everything said be truly versed?,
To be blessed and at the sametime cursed,
To be in love so deeply with one whom we could never be,
Is the same to climb branch after branch of an endless tree,
To live constantly in doubt,
About things we know nothing about,
I stepped out of place,
And in stepping out of place,have lost great face,
I await love in vain,
Through the waiting only experience great pain,
An endless cycle of smiles and cries,
An endless cycle of who,what,whens,and whys,
Tearless on the outside,but bawling from within,
A stonecold heart,for emotion no longer able to bend,
With the desire to love utterly destroyed,
Only hatred and contempt allowed to fill the void,
With only misunderstandings and confusion cluttering my mind,
A righteous soul,trapped in an unjust time...