these guys with red gold and green or crosses

i now feel like they are my enemy

the symbols carry associatians

i am an agent of satan

i get scared or worried when i see them when we may even get along

i think about how they must view the universe and i get worried

i feel like if i say hi, i am being fake, when i dont really want to say hi

should i open a passion/compassion chakra and want to say hi to everyone?

we are all fellow travels on this weird planet earth

but if i see the cross, i just know they view me as "one for whome there is no hope" or "one of the fallen"

like they are thinking "that man is going to hell" "that man is wicked" that man is a demon

that man knows hes going to hell

the system and paradigm makes it hard for me to be whatever it is i want to be

i guess loving and happy and nice

what are we su[pposed to do?

be masons?

build the future for the kids?

make the new ideas evolve?

what is humanities purpose?

whatr is the point?

lol