(Stages of a growing abused child)
Lips sealed not being able to generate utterances
That vacant feeling within, the bitterness of a memory
Engraved in your being, stolen away was your virginity
Eyes shut unable to see beyond the immeasurable distances
* * * *
Trapped in an enclosed being
Revulsion, animosity, revulsion, animosity -libretto to the mind
Insanity protrudes, developing a sign
Combating and growing, giving life novel meaning
* * * *
Delusions of being the victim
Society contributed to this in-depth shame
Drowning in the quintessence of innocence within
Tears contributed to the loneliness again and again
* * * *
Stimulated with rage, yearning to reach a forgiving stage
Searching for knowledge and seeking compassion
Madly in need of a defined assertion
Deep thoughts- rummaging wisdom page by page
* * * *
Prepared to accept bitterness
Walking that path of outlandish solitude where darkness prevails
Striving while unconcealed memory engulfs the bitter details
Time passes by and comprehension fills the furnace
* * * *
Intellectuality overwhelms that once empty space
This is neither the end nor the beginning
Just a convulsion of emotions rotating
Neither without reason nor inert intent
since everything emerges to be Universe sent.
-Alyse-
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